where did the time go?

does anyone know?
it's been more than a year, it's been more than 50,000km traveled... it's felt like less than a second in time.

where did it all go? when did it pass by?

beyond my little world which surrounds me i see the world around change dramatically. when did this happen? who led this on?
in the infinitive of time within which i lead this incignificant life, i can already see civilisations which pass, cultures forgotton, people distroyed and unreversable decisions made.
everything now is highspeed. racing. so fast we don't see the change. it just flashes before our eyes. so fast enough to bring change that once took hundreds of years, now in a moment.

sanctuaries, once full of believers of something more, within a few decades have turned into museums exhibiting a past civilisation, so long forgotton it seems as if this is history beyond our generation, yet it was just yesterday. now our believers lather in consumption...countries and cultures which thrived in thier own individuality have turned into replicas of the people i see everyday...replicas of consumerizm, god being money and power, fullfillment being having more than you.

i run with speed to, but, however fast i go myself, i cannot catch up with the vortex of time. i cannot catch up and catch it before it is lost. collect the little value which still lies in the corners of the world in silence. i can not run away from the the followers of this dreadfull faith, doomed to having our world collide.
only now, i can finally decide to stay and charish what i have caught and protect it. embrace it. remember. hold on to the truth. hold on to all that makes us different.

where did the time go? and when did it change perspective?